G-d, please help me. Help me help my children have the wonderful lives they deserve. Dear G-d, please don't let them go through the misery I have been through. Please help me find a way, please help me find my way. I'm a good mother, I know I am, I don't need to pray for the ability to be a good mother, I already AM one. Please give me the chance to be with my children again. Please watch over them while there are obstacles keeping me from them. Even though those caring for them have scorned me, lied about me, abused me, please please please watch over them, and give them the strength, courage and knowledge to care for them in the best proper way. Thank you.